Saturday, January 21, 2006
I'm furious at myself... I've been loosing my temper a lot lately... i lose it so easily its become irritating... a friend of mine told me lately that to her, i resemble a match!! :( *sigh* that ain't me... but I feel it... there is bottled anger inside me, i sometimes wonder if that will make me lose my sanity someday... sometimes, when i lose my tember, I feel this rage growing inside of me, and i sometimes snap ... last time, I was just glad my family was around, otherwise i would have done (or said) something stupid!
its a phase I hope (could you just let it rest about phases?!!!!) :p
lately, i haven't been getting to work on time... sad isn't it? I've got this inner exhuastion :(
dunno what to do about it though... I've seen my doctor, he said it was due to the constant dieting :S ok ok, so my diets are gonna kill me, but hey, you can't expect beauty without a little suffering ^_^
enough said... im bouncing off...
need my beauty rest ^_^
miss world
10:35 PM
10:35 PM
Saturday, January 14, 2006
Ok, so it took me a while to get back on track to my online-ish world... *sigh* why don't I ever find the time to do the things I want! *ponders* ... malista
I'm kinda in my creative mood today (as usual -- but also, a very short-lived mood)... might try to start working on something today if I found the time.
Obviously, being the first day of the week after a LONG 1-week break, I feel icky! I'm too tired, can't wait till its 3 so I could scram outta here... God, I so crave a shoulder massage *sigh* maybe I should hire a dedicated masseuse ^_^ Ok gurl, enough dreaming *shakes self* snap out of it *slap* (mental though)
laterz
miss world
1:55 PM
1:55 PM
